Dear ___________, For the most part, I’m writing to let you know that I’m OK. I can't believe you used to make me the happiest girl in the world and that you convinced me you were “the one." I didn't doubt you one bit, that I was so proud to tell my parents and friends about the wonderful guy I was with. But when you first want someone, you’ll do anything and everything to make sure you will have him or her in the palm of your hand, you had me fooled. Face it -- you were never there to support me and the effort was never reciprocated. You loved the fact that you had someone attached to your hip that you could control and take advantage of and the love they had to offer. I was trapped in your shadow hoping to satisfy your every want and need that I lost sight of who I was. I can’t thank you enough for doing what you did to me because I would’ve never realized how much of an amazing person I am. I did everything I could to make sure you wouldn’t leave, but it was ne...
I find it disheartening that people commit suicide and at a point I felt it was spiritual if anyone committed suicide, but I think it's real cos someone close to me almost tried doing same. I think it all emanates from frustration - basically when nothing you do is working and you put too much pressure on yourself. I have never thought of suicide and I don't want to, but suicidal thoughts are real and it's rampant now in Nigeria because of the frustration everywhere
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ReplyDeleteSuicide is something that will surely pass through a depressed fellow's mind, and as we all know that depression doesn't have a face. But as a human, we treat issues differently and killing isn't just the best and as at this time when thinking of suicide, all you need is just prayer ,if you don't have the strength to, kindly go talk to any elderly person or confirmed clergyman to feed your thoughts with positivity and not negativity. Suicide thoughts are just evil and the more you throw yourself into it ,the more it goes deep down into you.. Which makes you weak finally and eventually takes your life.